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To stop being paranoid. To stop pretending to trust when in reality I don't know who I can trust for sure. I want to know I'm not going to lose yet another friend/s like we lost Stan, like we lost Vocals, and Rachel, and Kenny, and everyone else we have ever lost. Kenny and Vocals we could do without...but Stan and Rachel... they were both really awesome people.
Why? Why do people keep doing this to us? Who are we going to lose next? I'm so scared that we're going to be left alone, with only each other... I'm so so worried that before long we will be down to no one that we can trust, no one we can be comfortable around and be OURSELVES around. I'm so scared we're going to lose someone else. We all are.
Why? Why do people keep doing this to us? Who are we going to lose next? I'm so scared that we're going to be left alone, with only each other... I'm so so worried that before long we will be down to no one that we can trust, no one we can be comfortable around and be OURSELVES around. I'm so scared we're going to lose someone else. We all are.
